Ice Cream In The Ref

"Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it"-Ferris Bueller

Where It Can Only Lead Us.

loveolivia:

Voiceover by Lucas:

 Albert Camus once wrote, “Blessed are the hearts that can bend. They shall never be broken.” But I wonder…. If there’s no breaking, then there’s no healing. And if there’s no healing, then there is no learning. And if there’s no learning, then there’s no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life, So must all hearts be broken ?

There really was nothing more to say to him. I lied. Flat out LIED. It’s one of those things you never want to admit because you know it’s true. You say “it’s not totally a lie because i have my reasons.” Everybody has reasons, but there should never be a reason to lie.

Why do i feel this way? Because he’s hurt, I’m hurt. I sympathized someone I have never met, but i have never felt so close to someone before.

I always try to find quotes to fill the emptiness, but truly I was look for inspiration to move on. Looking for a sign to tell me that maybe it was all a dream. I don’t just regret i never did what i did, but i regret ever meeting him because if i never met him I wouldn’t have a chance to hurt him.

But we all live to learn, and learn to struggle, and struggle to survive, and survive to fix what was broken.



Hmm My Top 10

The ones who can belt it out and cause shivers down my spine.

1. Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy

2. Caleb Followill of Kings of Leon

3. Brendon Urie of Panic! at the Disco

4. Tom DeLonge of Blink-182

5. Adam Lazarra of Taking Back Sunday

6. Alex De Leon of The Cab

7. Adam Levine of Maroon 5

8. Daniel Young of This Providence

9. Craig Owens of Cinematic Sunrise

10. Tyson Ritter of The All-American Rejects





from the demo of Taking Back Sunday-Great Romances of the 20th Century

“A beautiful girl can make you dizzy
Like youve been drinking jack and coke all morning
She can make u feel high
Full a single greatest commodity known to man
Promise promise of a better day
Promise of a greater hope
Promise of a new tomorrow
This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautilful girl
In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it’s gonna be ok…”





I found a place where I can finally be myself. I am finally myself.





“The best friends are the ones that you don’t have to talk to everyday, who understand why you didn’t take their advice to not call him or why you keep going back to him again. The ones who call you at 4am to let you know they’re drunk, who listen when they’ve heard the same story a thousand times, the ones who call just to say hi. & whether you’re dancing on the table or passed out drunk, they’ll turn and say, “Hell yeah, that’s my best friend.”

from my two best friends
(via suplove) (via charlenegorospe)



Soup Kitchen Worthy

I’ve realized that I’m over it. Kill it. Squash it. Crush it. Repeat.  I don’t know how to say it but I’m want to keep things to myself unless I really trust the person. Actually better yet, if the person really cares for me to listen and understand. That they will JUST listen. I’ve realized that HighSchool is over and that everything that I made myself to be back then graduated and should be left in the past. I just want to be with good company and experience new things with people I want to be with. I don’t want to depend on people because they disappoint me and I disappoint myself enough. I want to be happy and enjoy the things that I’m really passionate about.

But today I felt like myself today and all grown up.



Today I saw steph, yes just “steph”….lol and I had a mango strawberry smoothie from bounce…and it made me think of her….I just wanted to share that with the world